Monday, November 24, 2014

Envied Friends Blog Update!

Okay another update!!!
First up!
1. WELCOME TO ENVIED FRIEND BLOGSPOT L!
L is our newest member of the Envied Friends Blogspot! I welcome you L with open arms! Post about anything you want my friend!

2. HAPPY THANKSGIVING
I hope that you all stuff yourselves with turkey and eat a hella lot of food! Don't forget to give thanks to everyone that day! Maybe do a random act of kindness you know? (Speaking of which, if you do see a homeless person, do a good thing and maybe buy them a meal. Make their Thanksgiving special you know?)


3. BLACK FRIDAY
OMG, can not wait! Cause that is totally when I'm going off to Best Buy and buy a freaking MacBook Air!!!!! Okay this part wasn't really an update, just me being stupid.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

He loves me? He loves me not? (Updated)

Remember Sean^^? Well me and him seriously got close now, almost like best friends. Sure he hides A LOT of things from me but who am I to tell him what he has to tell me right? Well, we're like bus buddies now and I mean, it's not bad at all! We cuddled and all that good stuff, held hands, goofed off, etc. I mean like today, he made me feel all nice inside^^. Like you know, we held hands and all that but the thing that made me feel all great was that he had kissed my hand. (Yeah I bet Tokki Pen is gonna lecture me on Friday or probably read this and be like "eww~".) He made me happy but I still feel a bit, weird... I mean, I don't go about his business and all but like on his phone was a picture of another girl, not his ethnicity so I guess I was a bit jealous?
Anyways, he (in a way) invited me to his house (not today, but i'll go by sometime) and of course I said sure. I told him I wasn't sure thought because I mean, what if his parents think I'm obnoxious? But he said I wasn't obnoxious and that I was cute. Of course, being stubborn, I insisted I was obnoxious he-he. We stayed like that for quite a while and that time being I was happy. I didn't know I'd miss him until he got off the bus. Anyways, this was just a little update between us two. I like him a lot, does he like me ha-ha?

The Envied Friend
Min Kim
This wasn't much of a real blog post but hang in there folks!

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Brother Dreams

I used to want a sister because a have two brothers, one younger and one older, but now I just want more brothers.  I haven't watched Big Hero 6 yet, but just seeing how Tadashi is to Hiro makes me want a brother like him (I know it's unlikely but a girl can dream).

Mainly I want more brothers to see the differences in their personalities.  I wonder if they'd all be loud and rowdy, or would one be loud and another quiet?  Do contrasting personalities happen in one family like that or do they all share similar characteristics?

My dad used to say that he was given a son and two daughters, which my brothers were offended by but simply amused me.  My brothers are more sensitive than I am, probably due to the fact that my big brother was more affected by Asperger's syndrome than the rest of us and my little brother isn't exactly a great judge of character.  I'm the most dominant and like my dad of the three of us.  I've always wanted to know what it would be like to have brothers who actually behave and think like older brothers.

I want this so bad I actually had a dream about it last night.  I don't remember it all that clearly, but when I woke up I had a strange urge to cry.  I didn't, I just felt like it.  The only things I remember was that my family slowly died of a strange disease or accidents or something, and I was adopted by this family of five sons, and they all helped me heal from my heartbreak over my old family and everything was awesome.

That's my dream family.

But it's not necessarily the family I want.  The family I wish for will never be the family I have now, and I know that in my heart.  I love my brothers the way they are and my parents the same, even if they do get on my nerves every now and then and are a little more immature than I'd like them to be.

Things I Really Hate In Life {Credit to: Lexeigh Harris}

Everyone hates at least one thing in their life. And don't say that's not true, because even the kindest person has at least ONE thing they hate.

1. REALLY STUPID PEOPLE
I don't mind people who have "disabilities" because they seriously try to do something in life that'll benefit them. I do mind the kids who sit in class and make stupid comments for no reason. Either they're trying REALLY hard to go NOWHERE in LIFE! (Cough Cough, the assholes in life.)
The stupid people hold me back from actually learning the stuff I want to LEARN. Like WTF, why did their parents keep them?! (Okay that was a cruel comment, but acceptable on my terms as well as my best friends {besties}.) Even as I type this, an asshole is "growling" and squealing. And a motherfucker beside me is making useless comments.
God gave you life so that you can do something purposeful in it, not make stupid and useless comments and bore/annoy the shit out of Min.

2. PEOPLE WHO CAN'T MIND THEIR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS
I hate people who can't mind their own business. If I am not talking to you directly, and you fucking but in my conversation, don't blame me when I glare at you and punch the living daylights/shit out of you. (You have no idea.) I'm creating this blog, and here is this dumb ass asking: "What are you looking at?" I'm looking at my blog thanks for butting into my life and trying to kill me.To make it worse, this bitch comments: "Oh look {censored for public purposes, but it's a name} is looking at it too!." And? I bet half the people who ask me what I'm looking at have fucking porn on their phone. (What are you looking at TwT? cough cough Josh cough cough)

3. ANIMAL ABUSERS
I can't stand people who hit their pet or whatever. I am totally against animal abuse and killing them. I know many people in the U.S.A who hit their dogs or cats if they do something an animal is supposed to do.

4. THAT ONE PERSON WHO CAN'T SHUT THE HELL UP
Okay, so we all know that person. They can't learn to say something USEFUL and they CAN'T  think before they speak. It gets on my nerves and I really want to MURDER them. (Okay, it's not WANT its WILL {more like both}).


Okay that's about it for NOW....Though, I'll probably post another one later...

(I don't have a Japanese quote today, I'll post one later in make up for this one.)

Youcam v. Real Cam

So I started making video diaries.  I don't necessarily update every single day or say much, but I still like doing it anyway.

The only issue I have with it is that I'm doing it on my laptop.  It's not so bad, but it slows down the internet for a while and it's kind of annoying.  So I was thinking of getting an actual video camera for my birthday next year.

But then I wouldn't be able to get a cell phone, which would suck because no one really checks email and I can't talk to my friends all that often.  I'm so alone . . . (TT^TT)

So what should I do?  Stick to Youcam (laptop camera) or stick out for a real camera?

Monday, November 17, 2014

Superstitions (Hate It)

Growing up, I've never really been able to whistle. This year, I finally learned how to master "the art of whistling". But, sadly this "art" will come to a stop because of my ENTIRE family. 

I grew up in a superstitious family and I completely respect that. I despise the fact they believe something absurd, but I will not go against it. A couple days ago, I whistled a tune to a favorite song of mine when all of the sudden I hear, "STOP WHISTLING RIGHT NOW!!". (It was 6:30 pm, so yeah...) I immediately stopped, mostly from half shock. Being me, I'm a bit ADHD and quickly returned to whistling again by 7:00 pm. My mom continued to glare at me and soon I gathered up courage to ask her WHY it was bad to whistle at NIGHT. She simply said it attracts: SNAKES.

Being me, an animal/biology lover, I knew snakes can not hear airborne sounds, like whistling or yawning or talking. Snakes can only "hear" (more like feel) vibrations on the ground PHYSICALLY. This I tried explaining to her, but to no avail.

Superstition runs through many families, Korean, American, German, Russian, etc. But, my question is, who would believe such absurd things? I wish that people would wake up to realize that they had believed something as stupid as such. Using the example with my family, I can prove PHYSICALLY that snakes can not HEAR whistling therefore CAN NOT come and freaking bite us! 

There are some countries out there (Japan, Korea, Russia, Philippines, etc.) that say whistling at night calls the devil or evil spirits. Okay, being Christian, I believe in God, therefore I also believe in the devil. However, I don't believe whistling a  melodic tune can bring the devil or "evil spirits". Do you people see what I am saying? 

I am not against what you guys believe, I simply want to know why you believe it. Is there any proof you believe in such superstition? Can you prove to me that it is actual "thing"? I would really like to know what superstition you believe and what proves that it is real.

I ask that you not give me the excuse: Because my parents say it's true. or Because I have no reason. 

そのような(abusurdity)はベールに包ま/マスクされて世界に生きていると信じている。
To believe such absurdity is believing in a masked/veiled world.


Friday, November 14, 2014

BLOGGERS NEEDED

If you wish to join the Envied Friends Blogspot "productions" please email me (admin.) :
xxminkim0211xx@gmail.com
Email me your:
1. First and Last Name
2. Your Email
3. Basic contact info. (optional)
4. A  small paragraph on what genre you will blog about, why you wish to join Envied Friends, and a little background about yourself.

Just a little head up.
The Envied Friend Admin.

Simply Demented

Personally I don't think this poem's all that great - it was kinda a spur-of-the-moment thing - but Min seems to like it a lot so here.  Also, check out my personal blog: Tokki Pen Scribbles

People say

You cannot be
Something
You know you are

But what about

The villains in
Stories who
Do know?

You may argue

That fiction cannot
Be the base for
Such a proof

But even in

The deepest lie
There sleeps
A deeper truth

In this case

This is my proof
You decide whether
To believe or not

You see the villains

You know they're
Demented and
They know this themselves

But whether you

Love them
Hate them
Fear them
It's all for the same reason

You yourself

Are looking into a mirror
And know somewhere inside
You are
As well
Simply demented

Updates

From now on, I'm going to start doing updates on Fridays.

1. BLOG NAME HAS CHANGED!
DO NOT type enviedfox.blogspot.com into the "thingy" anymore! The new address is enviedfriends.blogspot.com!

2. JAPANESE AND KOREAN INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES
I'm all about positive attitude and bilingual studies. Therefore, at the bottom of all my blog posts I will include a Japanese (Nihon) quote^^.

3. BLOG TOPICS
Because technology doesn't update every day, I ask that my Envied Friends suggest some topics for me! I will write about whatever (that does not include porn, sex, or other inappropriate stuff.).

That's about it, I'll probably do another early update later but that's a 30% chance!


あなたの夢を生きて、素晴らしいこと、素晴らしい滞在!(Anata no yume o ikite, subarashī koto, subarashī taizai!)
THE ENVIED FRIEND
More
Urayamashi furendo

Thursday, November 13, 2014

From Me To You

From Me To You
-Min Kim-
A million stars in the sky
One shines brighter I can't deny
A love so precious, A love so true
A love that comes from me to you
The flower blooms when you are near
Within your arms I have nothing to fear
You always know what to say
Just talking to you makes my day
I love you dearly with all my heart
Together, Forever, and never to part
                      
First time writing a poem, I think I did pretty good.^^

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

(This isn't really a blog post, but it is.) Spare Notebook

Okay...so I have this pretty teal notebook, and I want to do something with it. Like, its a five subject notebook and I already have a table of contents in it and crap. I just don't know what to do with this notebook. So comment any suggestions!

Monday, November 10, 2014

Paint Tool Sai



Okay, so as you all (should) know, I animate, ALOT.
I decided to help other future animators with their animations or speedpaints as well.
When doing computer arts, you need to have proper tools or apps. Also, you need a software to draw these sort of stuff. If you are looking for a free software, I suggest the Paint Tool Sai program. It's the closest to the TOP 5 BEST paint softwares in the world. Up there, I have drawn you a guide (the picture). I can't really go into detail since Paint Softwares are self-driven learning. Have fun!!

He Loves Me? He Loves Me Not? (Update)

Lemme just say I don't know what happened here. I had two good friends ask him if he does like me but the answer is a no. No I am not sad. Please do not pity me^^. You can not force someone to like you so yeah~~...End of discussion I suppose?

However, we continue to hug and talk so yeah...Best Friends 'til the end for us two^^.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

List of Favorite Songs I Reccoment To My Envied Friends

Bored? Need music? Here's a list of some I recommend:
1. King For a Day- Pierce the Veil (Ft. Kellin Quinn and Sleeping with Sirens)
2. Raised by the Wolves- Falling in Reverse
3. Thnks Fr Th Mmrs- Fall Out Boy
4. Immortals- Fall Out Boy
5. Pardon Me- He is We
6. Top of the World- Greek Fire
7. In the End- Black Veil Brides
8. Fallen Angel- Black Veil Brides
9. If You Can't Hang- Sleeping With Sirens
10. Here We Go- Sleeping With Sirens
11. Hell Above- Pierce the Veil
12. 10,000 Reason- Matt Redman
13. Who Am I?- Casting Crowns
14. Perfect Weapon- Black Veil Brides
15. Moving On- Asking Alexandria
16. Skinny Love- Birdy
17. Better Than I Know Myself- Adam Lambert
18. The Greatest Show Unearthed- Creature Feature
19. Bad Blood- Creature Feature
20. A Gory Demise- Creature Feature
21. Resonance- T.M Revolution (Soul Eater Theme Song)
22. Byakuya (True Light)- D.N Angel
23. Human Sacrifice- Sweetbox
24. Butterfly Culture- Benjamin Francis Leftwich
25. Aha- Pentatonix
26. Animal I Have Become- 3daysgrace
27. I Hate Everything All About You- 3daysgrace
28. Phenomenon- Thousand Foot Krutch
29. Courtesy Call- Thousand Foot Krutch
30. Bones Shatter- Hedley
31. Broken- Seether and Amy Lee
32.  The Kill (Bury Me)- 30 seconds to mars
33. Hurricane-30 Seconds to Mars
34. Monster- Skillet
35. I Will Not Bow- Breaking Benjamin
36. Slipped Away-  Avril Lavigne










There's a lot of other songs I like/love but these are the few I enjoy.