I used to want a sister because a have two brothers, one younger and one older, but now I just want more brothers. I haven't watched Big Hero 6 yet, but just seeing how Tadashi is to Hiro makes me want a brother like him (I know it's unlikely but a girl can dream).
Mainly I want more brothers to see the differences in their personalities. I wonder if they'd all be loud and rowdy, or would one be loud and another quiet? Do contrasting personalities happen in one family like that or do they all share similar characteristics?
My dad used to say that he was given a son and two daughters, which my brothers were offended by but simply amused me. My brothers are more sensitive than I am, probably due to the fact that my big brother was more affected by Asperger's syndrome than the rest of us and my little brother isn't exactly a great judge of character. I'm the most dominant and like my dad of the three of us. I've always wanted to know what it would be like to have brothers who actually behave and think like older brothers.
I want this so bad I actually had a dream about it last night. I don't remember it all that clearly, but when I woke up I had a strange urge to cry. I didn't, I just felt like it. The only things I remember was that my family slowly died of a strange disease or accidents or something, and I was adopted by this family of five sons, and they all helped me heal from my heartbreak over my old family and everything was awesome.
That's my dream family.
But it's not necessarily the family I want. The family I wish for will never be the family I have now, and I know that in my heart. I love my brothers the way they are and my parents the same, even if they do get on my nerves every now and then and are a little more immature than I'd like them to be.
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