Suicide... It's a big topic. Not only is it a big topic, but it's something you have to be serious about. Most teenagers go through a stage where they question themselves. They lower their self-esteem and you know, go through the depression state. I've been through suicidal thoughts (but that was past me). I got out of it on my own really. I was suicidal because of the wrong doings I have done in life. Not only that but I can't live up to my parents expectations.
However, I realized something. Death isn't the answer. And if you're the person trying to kill yourself because you want revenge on your parents or whoever, go ahead. Revenge doesn't change the past. A lot of people come to me with suicidal problems, and this is something I can not deal with. I'm not meant for serious topics, but hey, I'm a friend, it's my job.
People don't recommend suicidal people coming to me, maybe depressed people but definitely not suicidal people. Why? It's because I can be too harsh on them. This is my opinion and how I feel about suicide. I'm warning you suicidal people out here, some of the stuff I post will either change the way you think positively or negatively. I believe in strength, the mind and body. So my words can be a little harsh.
I see suicide as giving up. There are seven things in life I don't like, and of those seven is GIVING UP. I hate people even makeshift characters who think that giving up is a solution. Why? Why are you giving up on life? Suicide is a dumb choice to make. Disappearing from Earth is totally going to solve the case. It's...it's so stupid that I can't use words to describe how stupid it is! Another thing I can't stand about suicide is depression and cutting. What will self-harm bring you? Another thing in life that I hate is DEPRESSION. I hate to see people cry and sob and whatever because something had caused them to go in a state of depression. 80% of this is High School boyfriend drama. It's super duper stupid and annoying. If you are suicidal, email me at: xxminkim0211xx@gmail.com and I will get to you as soon as possible.
And now a letter to the suicidal people out there:
Dear Suicidal kids/teens/adults/other,
Before you guys raise the knife to your throat, down those pills, or whatever methods you people use today, think about the scars you'll leave behind. Are you really going to give up? Are you going to lay there and let life beat you up? Are you all that pathetic? I know this sounds harsh but I think you need to snap out of it! Pay attention to your surroundings! If your suicidal, I think your GREEDY and SELFISH. Taking your life means taking a part of another's as well. If I had a friend who committed suicide, I'd forget she was ever my best friend. And don't say that's not true. It is, not only has she scarred me but she's left me alone because she wanted to give up.
Before all you cowards give up, read 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher. It's about a girl who committed suicide but before she died, she had created audiotapes for people to hear. Her reason to kill herself is stupid, and letting herself go was pathetic. But the book overall was inspiring. A boy named Clay listens to the audio, but does he go about life happily because she died? Absolutely not, it scarred him in someway. Curious? Read the book.
Before you guys let go, get some help. You aren't alone in the world. You have parents, family, friends, anyone. There are hotlines you can call to help yourself. Please don't let go, please don't give up. I apologize for being harsh earlier. I hope you all have read this to the end. I may just be some random high school student out there to you, but, I'm a caring one. I care about how this world will develop, live, etc.
- The Envied Friend -
(Founder of EF BlogSpot)
If you are suicidal, and you can't trust no one else, email me: xxminkim0211xx@gmail.com
Make the title: Suicide Help EF
please add your name (doesn't have to be first and last)
you reason why
and I promise to get to you as soon as I can.
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